I LOOK To YOU

 By Jovantee R. Blair  

02/20/2012, Mon

In “GOOD” times, people were there for me.

In “BAD” times, people weren’t there for me, because they DISAPPEARED so “MAGICALLY.”

People WOULD say “GOOD” things about me, of when I made them “HAPPY”, but when I DIDN’T MAKE them “HAPPY”, they “ABANDONED” me.

At times in my “LIFE” I DON’T HAVE anyone to “COMFORT” me, or to “CONSOLE” towards, but as I “KEEP” telling myself, I MUST MOVE “FORWARD.”

Some days my STRENGTH was “WEAK”, but I MADE it throughout, every MINUTE, SECOND, HOUR, DAY, MONTH, YEAR, & WEEK.

But now I “REALIZE”, that it’s NOT me, that’s MAKING me DEAL with what I’m going through, but it’s GOD, “THE MOST HIGH”, that ALLOWS me to “CONTINUE.”

I LOOK to YOU GOD, of when I DON’T HAVE anyone else to TURN to.

I LOOK to YOU GOD, to “GUIDE” me to what’s “TRUE.”

I LOOK to YOU GOD, for the BEST “ADVICE” that ONLY you can “GIVE me.

I LOOK to YOU GOD, because you, CHRIST, & THE HOLY SPIRIT are the ONLY ones that I SPIRITUALLY “TRULY” NEED.

I LOOK to YOU GOD, to “GUIDE” my footsteps in the fog.

I LOOK to YOU GOD, to STOP me before I do WRONG.

Psalms 121:1-2 (KJV):

1. I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.

2. My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.

I LOOK to YOU GOD, to “KNOW” & “UNDERSTAND” how much ETERNAL LIFE & SALVATION is WORTH!

I LOOK to YOU GOD, because your HOLY WORD is “TRUE”, even though, I LOOK to YOU GOD, for NO OTHER “HELP” I “KNOW”.

I was in the “DARKNESS”, I was out in the “COLD”.

It seemed NOTHING COULD “HEAL” this, this hole in my soul, but you REACHED out your arms to me, you HELD out your HEART to me, & you PULLED me back from the edge, because I THOUGHT I REACHED the end.

But when I was DROWING, when I was so “CONFUSED”, while being in the SHADOWS, LOST & with NOTHING left to LOSE.

You, GOD, you, you pulled me through, & that’s why, GOD, I LOOK to YOU.

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